Before I went away on holiday, I’d was feeling rather …. I don’t know, a bit uninspired, a bit as if I’m not making the most of my time, and a bit directionless and generally … blah.
It’s difficult to put my finger on it: I’m not unhappy, I’m just a bit … bored, maybe? I wrote back in January about how I’d love to go back to work in an office again, but it’s just not practical at the moment.
It’s the same with my blog – I used to be choosing a post to write each day from any number of ideas inside my head, but the last couple of months I’ve really struggled to think of anything to write about at all.
Don’t get me wrong – I have a lovely life, a great family, lots of friends, plenty of money, fantastic holidays – I really don’t have an awful lot to moan about.
I think I just need to find some motivation, some get up and go, some good old fashioned oomph!
I probably need to spend less time in front of this computer, and more time having a life.
I need to get out and about more (I think I spend far too much time at home alone which, while I love my own company, could be a contributing factor to this blahness I’m feeling).
I need to make plans, fill my diary, socialize more, do some exercise, lose some weight …. set myself some goals!!
So, this evening I’m going to sit down with a pen and paper and make myself some short-term goals for the months of May and June, and tomorrow I’m going to blog about them.
There – that’s one plan in place already!